.feeling bored.
.feeling sad.
.dunno wad to do bout my prelims.
.glad there's no school.
.can't wait for A's to end.
.missing him badly.
.trying to be strong.
.sick of my life.
.loves shopping.
.slacker.
.mugger wannabe.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
3:15 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
hahax! long time since i last blog.. busy getting job, shopping, doing my hair.. blah blah blah.. hahax.. feel so great that it's over all over.. so looking foward to going to thailand from 19 to 24 dec.. shopping spree!working is hard.. went back to holi inn to work at waitress.. all the supervisor changed! and they thought i'm a newbie.. not bad.. at least can slack awhile =X but got lotsa new rules like having to bun up the hair like aunties.. zzz.. hahax..shir perm her hair! loved it.. wanted to do it with her but was afraid of the aft effect.. althought the hair stylist make a temp one for me to try.. loved it.. but guess i'm jus too lazy to maintain and drop the idea.. hahax..
in the super slack and relax mood.. can't wait to go tanning at sentosa but it's been raining for the past few stupid days.. zzz..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
12:11 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
pass two fail two.. chem and maths were the highest i ever gotten.. bio and gp were the lowest i ever gotten.. wad happened to me? why is everyone asking me this qns? NOTHING! nothing happen to me.. that isn't a good sign to hear from all my teachers.. everyone's stress and mugging.. i feel it too! STRESS! my mom's super pissed with my grades.. yea.. at most can jump 2 grades for A's.. and i can get no where.. zzz.. why everyone thinks i nv study at all? i did! maybe not mugging 24 hours a day.. but i did study! i need to slp.. if i dun slp i will be crazy!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
9:21 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
oh no.. the time has come for me to get back my oh so good prelim result.. totally in holi mood.. dun feel like slping at night although i'm dead tired.. and dun feel like waking up in the morning.. got a minor sunburn from swimming today.. zzz.. somehow couldn't lift my spirit high no matter who i hang out with.. back to doing all my usual stuff.. packing my 'outings' one aft another and stuff.. but still.. i'm not sad anymore.. jus feel kind of numb about everything.. everyday come and go.. and i jus seems to sit there and watch time pass.. and soon A's would be over i guess.. totally can't wait. oh.. and pearl! u are not a bad fwen! -hUgZ- u are the best fwen i ever had! serious! =) take care gurl.. and we gotta study hard together!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
10:46 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
waiting for time to leave house to gym with shan. prelim is over! great great.. played pool with shan, yw n jx.. not bad! i can teach ppl how to play pool le! instead of ppl teaching me always.. as long as u play.. will get used to any game soon..then went shan's house watch movie (we rented n hahax.. 2 M18 shows zzz.. getting fat.. shall lose weight.. gotta gym frequent now.. or i gotta turn into a fat pig like walter (he claim that he is! =X) now i'm going to pack everyday with something.. hmm.. quiet fun actually.. like how i used to go out play everyday. fun! =)
Sunday, September 18, 2005
12:30 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
Sweetest Memories... Suddenly feel veri high and can't slp.. it's been about a month.. and u've forgotten wad's fri's date.. not expecting u to read this or wad so ever.. u can't even be bothered to spare a few minutes to come i guess.. u must be veri happie as everything is going as u like.. maybe jus a lil bit more effort in your studies and everything will be perfect for u.. i'm glad and happie for u that everything is great.. but i realli feel veri veri tired.. tired of being nice to u.. tired of the way u are treating me.. tired of wad your fwens say.. i no longer know if the smile on my face is real.. it seems to be glued on and can't be removed.. i'm down down down.. i face u everyday with a smile on my face.. ya.. seeing u makes me smile.. but that's about it.. i'm not someone u can vent your anger and frustration on.. smile at when u are happy and shout at when u are mad.. and i'm definitely not someone u can take for granted! u were so sweet so nice.. but that's all the past.. i'm nv going to look back nor regret.. just remain the sweetest memories in my heart.. i didn't meant for all these to happen.. i dunno wad's so wrong.. maybe our thinking were diff.. if it's so hard for u.. feeling fade.. i've realise that i nv do anything right.. i'm jus a failure trying to act perfect.. but i can nv act so well.. i seriously dun think u need to let her know anything for her to go round saying bout me.. fine if u trust her, believe her so much.. everything i'm in the wrong alright!
Saturday, September 17, 2005
11:56 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
Was supposedto meet kat at 9.. but duh.. the time got changed to 12 -.- ate prata and went to hunt for shir.. omg.. we cab from jalan kayu to hougang mall, walk to hougang plaza then cab to hougang point.. wow.. it was like a tour round hougang to hunt for shir.. at last found her at hougang point or we are ready to murder her! reach home aft dinner and recieve a bad news.. my 4th aunt got into an accident while drving the bus this morning.. bus was totally gone case, rush down to the hospital to see her but already undergoing operation.. god bless nothing happen to her.. her whole family of 4 kids depend on her alone.. realli hope she will be find.. mom was crying.. and i feel realli sad for her.. makes me feel that life is so impt and fragile..
P.S thanks kat for the lil pink doggie.. it's realli cute! so sweet of her=) -mUaCkz-
Friday, September 16, 2005
3:31 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
boring day.. everyone like went home to mug.. oh wellz.. meeting kat tml for prata at jalan kayu at 9.. hahax. she better dun be late.. and we will be studying aft that.. hahax.. that's coz the rest of them rejected to go for steamboat at marina.. maybe next sat ba.. he gave me this super huge black face aft he's paper.. as if it's my fault that he didn't do well.. but aft probing more.. realise that he's ans were more or less there.. so it wasn't that bad aft all.. haix.. wadeva.. it will be over soon anyway.. better enjoy myself first b4 i get back all my wonderful grades when sch 'reopens'. how long more muz we go sch for? sianx..
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.sErApHiNe.
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.Pei Chun, Anderson sec (AMB), Cjc, Nyjc.
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.clarinetist.
Wish LisT
~lOvE, cAre aNd cOncErN
~dRivInG LiceNsE
~gEt tO a fAraWay pLacE
~a nEw nike bAg
~ABB for A's(at least)
~sHoeS, tOps, sHorTs...
~iPod nano!
~sLeeP.. undisturb nights..
~fOr hIm tO bE by My sIde..